Undocked Sine's Life (Censored)

I'm going home early. I recently got into an argument because I made a mistake and now I can't be back in a month, but as far as I'm concerned, I won't be back as long as she is still in that house.       I get yelled at by multiple people in my life, treated like I'm less than, & when I stand up for myself I get called disrespectful. If all I ever get is shit when I leave isolation, then why should I ever leave isolation.      ****** made her grave, she can lay in it. I know that my *** will get upset, & I know that she will get upset, but it won't be directed at me, so I couldn't care less. ****** might come over to where I live for events, that's fine, after all it isn't my property, don't expect me to acknowledge her though.       I'm currently in a car, coming home. I plan to smoke weed, & go to bed. -Stay Classy

I do plan on buying an extensive amount of objects, but not really out of enjoyment, but rather out of necessity (and some enjoyment). I plan to get a physical copy of every movie & show that I am watching on both digital & streaming as Bluray or DVD. I also plan to rip all my music from my current music app as MP3 files & burn them onto CDs. I plan to get an electric typewriter that is capable of undoing inked parts. I plan to get all of my digital games on physical copy, if it isn't on Xbox, it's on Playstation, & if it isn't on Playstation it's, it's on Xbox, & if it's on neither, then it's on Nintendo. I enjoy both PC and console, however I do prefer console more, while PC is good as a tools & makes a damn good gaming experience, PCs aren't long lasting, if the internet dies or if society collapses, you likely won't be able to use a PC for a long time like you can a Console. I do feel that Consoles will soon have different...

I often enjoy aquatic based activities: Fishing, Swimming, Water Fights, Lazy River, Aquarium Keeping, Scuba Diving (Someday). Hell, I'd probably enjoy surfing if I knew how. I notice how the typical individual enjoys fast paced aquatics like water slides & jet boating. I prefer my aquatics to be slow & relaxing. I often find myself daydreaming about living in the ocean, in an underwater city where the city has air, but the sea life can still swim about, the physics are that of water, but the atmosphere is that of air. Lately, I can't help but feel myself slowly suffocate in my reality. In my room, my house, my town, my county, even my state. My ****** says I should get out more, but I disagree. There's no reason to sight see since my home town is a literal wasteland, & There's no reason to socialize because the majority of the people in my town are hateful, sexist, biblethumping, political, homophobic, transphobic, bigots with a god complex. Until the day c...

I am almost over my lung infection. I feel a lot better, but not quite 100% restored. This morning my *** went on a rant about how all men are pedophiles & rapists, & she then implied that I am not Agendered because I was born biologically male, the words she said however was "Do you have a penis?". I then confronted her on this & my ******* said that it was my perception, so I asked if she was saying that everything that I have ever felt, thought, &/or saw never really happened, & of course my *** said "Yes,". I often notice that their Misandry & Transphobia is noticeable during great times of stress. For some reason my *** & ******* are okay with homosexuality as long as it only involves women & not men. I plan to a write journal that utilizes a fantasy setting for my day to day life. I don't intend to publish it, or at least not yet. I'm looking at buying a "Brother GX-6750 Daisy Wheel Electric Typewriter" & a...

I am waiting on 2, maybe 4 packages, They have arrived, I just gotta go get them. I bought HotTub 1 & 2 Time Machine for Bluray, & uncut DVD of Grandma's Boy. I also bought a total of 5 pornographic movies, because I spent more than $70, I got a free DVD. I wanna get the mail because my ********* are too lazy to get up and go do it, they always say tomorrow but when tomorrow comes, they say tomorrow again. I've literally gotten letters saying that they'll close our box, & when I mention it to them, they make up an excuse. Whenever I confront them, they just get on my ass about getting my license. I see no use for a driver's license when ride apps are just as expensive as gas but without the upkeep on a car. One day, I plan on buying a completely driverless car. My *********** told me that I was in a mood, I agreed & told her that I am tired of being pushed around & expected to do nothing. She told me that it's my perception. I just expect such wo...

I got medicine for my lung infection. I am still coughing but not as bad a s yesterday & I am visibly getting better. I also bought some pornographic films (all of which are DVDs). There are 5 DVDs that I bought, but since my order was large, I got a free DVD, so that makes 6. I realize that being wealthy means that there's gonna be people who want what I have & will go to extreme lengths to take from me. While I will always be the kind of person to dress in jeans and a T-Shirt, I will also have safeguards in place for my home when/if I become wealthy. I'll have an electric fence with razor wire. There will also be 2 video door bells, one at the front door & one at the front gate. Everydoor inside and out will have door meant to withstand hurricanes. The front and back door with have locks that require a key. The inside walls will have bulletproof panels, the windows will be bullet proof & will have bars around the whole window, there will also be bullet proof s...

In the same way that people believe that everyone has a soul mate, I believe that everyone has a family regardless of their biological ties. I grew up with an extremely supportive ***, he also happens to be my ********** ******, but I don't believe that it matters, because even if I was another ***'* ***, he'd still see me as his *** & I'd still see him as my ***. I do however have 2 *******, let me explain: when I was born my ********* ****** was too sick to take care of me & my ******* ****** who is my ********** **** was unable to have ****, even though she had ******** urges. I always had 2 ******'*, but I never knew my ***. I like to think that there will someday be a positive ****** role model in my life that I can have the same relationship that anybody with a good *** would have regardless of what I call her. My ******* ***** often worked or slept through my childhood, & my ********** ****** often mocks my ideas or hardships, only seeing a realit...

I was recently scrolling through TikTok, & I came across this Prostitute who is located in Nevada, she had mentioned that she had to "Often Reject Clients". It led me down a rabbit hole. I found posts from hundreds of men who said they were offering 3x the amount of money that other men were & were still getting rejected, they described it as "Pulling Teeth". I can't tell if anymore treats me with apathy and cruelty due to my appearance, their past trauama, or simply closed minded misandry. It doesn't matter though. I have a **, & she loves me to death. She even agreed to move in with me once I get a place of my own. I don't like to generalize, but if I had to generalize, I would say the problem isn't caused by men nor women, but rather humanity/society as a whole. I dream of a better future for myself, my family, & my friends, even if it will result in a worse hell for everybody else. There's a quote that I often agree with, ...

It's been some time since the election. There's been some ideas of recounting the ballots due to human error. I recently reported the ***** *** on ****** for misandry. I happen to agree that saying things like "Your body, my choice," is a shit thing to say, I also can't help but notice the rising misandry in the world. I understand and agree that these Misogynistic men need to be taken down, but I don't think that blaming all men is the solution. I have been patiently waiting for Shoe-On-Head to do a video on all this. -Stay Classy

I would be lying if I said that I didn't fear for my family & friends, that I didn't fear for those in my community who are female, a none white person, LGBT+ individuals, or disabled, I fear for all of them, but there is still hope. Donald Trump has to stand trial for his crimes, it is possible that he could be impeached for his charges if/when he is found guilty, there's also the possibility of him being assassinated prior to being sworn in, don't get me wrong, I don't condone any Real violence, but this is the same guy that had 2 people try to assassinate him. I'm not saying that it's right, I'm just saying that it's expected. We may have lost the battle, but we will win the war. Now that I think of it, there's also the possibility of impeachment if he tries to enact Project 2025, due to the nature of it being unconstitutional. -Stay Classy

As the ballots are being counted, I am terrified. I heard that CRISPR is going to be available in August of 2025, I was personally looking towards it. I am Agnedered & I wanna transition with HRT, CRISPR, & Cosmetics. My dream won't happen if Trump wins & makes the US like Nazi Germany. My ****** didn't even vote. She said that there's more important things in life than voting, she then insisted that Trump is gonna win. While it would be beneficial for me as someone who was born as a white male to live in a Misogynistic Autocracy, in a lot of ways it would be worse for everyone. I wouldn't be with my ** because she wasn't born female, I won't be allowed to watch porn, nor would I be able to play video games. I pray to every deity from every religion to ever exist in the history of the universe to let Kamala Harris win, I could finally move out with the LIFT Act. My ** has been considering CRISPR to alter her body. She wants to get 50E breast size ...

I did some thinking, & a lot of hype around new consoles are stupid. The analogue 3D plays games N64 games in 4K, however, you could possibly achieve the same goal by using a N64-to-HDMI cord & a 4K TV. I think that the standard HDMI cable supports 1080p (I could be wrong). So (in my opinion), it makes sense to buy a N64 & accessories to modernize it rather than to buy an Analogue 3D. There are so many colors, so many accessories, & so many options for the classic N64. I just bought a Gold N64 (Only Sold at Toys R' Us back in the 1990s) for $98. I purposely bought it for the lack of cords, so that I could provide my own cords. I bought a power cord & a N64-to-HDMI cord, & I also bought a wireless BT 2 handled N64 controller, along with Mario Kart 64 & Gauntlet Legends for the N64. I am currently looking towards getting other consoles. I am planning on getting a Console that plays NES & SNES games, as well as a Wii U, PS5, & Nintendo Switch 2, Gam...

I must acknowledge the sense of impending luck. After ******* school district was exposed for knowingly hiring & protecting a principal with possesion of child pornography, they've needed the intervention of the ******* police department to protect the school board from outraged parents. Law enforcement announced that they'd be looking into all school districts in ******** ********** (particularly the ones in the ****-******), which is exciting for me because that includes ****** ****** High School. They literally made my life hell & I am praying that the school gets shut down, but I don't want it demolished. I want people to see the rotting corpse of a once well respected kingdom that is only known for their dark secrets. If the school was shut down, I'd wanna buy the school if they were planning on demolishing it, I'd let it decay and perhaps use it for recreation. I could turn the gym into a cinema, I could turn the library into a room dedicated to smokin...