11/17/2024

In the same way that people believe that everyone has a soul mate, I believe that everyone has a family regardless of their biological ties. I grew up with an extremely supportive ***, he also happens to be my ********** ******, but I don't believe that it matters, because even if I was another ***'* ***, he'd still see me as his *** & I'd still see him as my ***. I do however have 2 *******, let me explain: when I was born my ********* ****** was too sick to take care of me & my ******* ****** who is my ********** **** was unable to have ****, even though she had ******** urges. I always had 2 ******'*, but I never knew my ***. I like to think that there will someday be a positive ****** role model in my life that I can have the same relationship that anybody with a good *** would have regardless of what I call her. My ******* ***** often worked or slept through my childhood, & my ********** ****** often mocks my ideas or hardships, only seeing a reality that is filtered by her biases, to put it simply my ******* ****** is neglectful and my ********** ****** is an asshole. I also use the term "******" instead of "***" because I feel that titles like "******" & "******" means that the person in question is either genetically tied to an individual or has/had guardianship over the individual as a child, the terms "***" or "***" I feel refers to a person who doesn't just have the responsibilities but also wants the child & at least tries to show love & doesn't just buy it or do favors only to hold the favors against someone in an argument. In my immediate *****, I have a ***, ******, & **. But in my immediate *********, I have a *********** ******, ******* ******, ********** ******, **** ******,  **** ******, & ***********. I did mention how I wanted to write a book about men's struggles in modern society based off of the work of Chloe Roma, Norah Vincent, & Lauren Corbett, but my ********* ****** mocked this idea in a manner that implies that she thinks that men are weak, & then argued how women have it worse than anybody in the world. My ********* ****** seems to think that the only requirements to being a good *** is to **** *****. We were once watching a Jimmy Carr Stand-up special & he mentioned how even a married ****** is a single ****** because one ******* does more than the other, I agree with that idea, my *** has done excessively more for me since my birth to even today than my ********* ****** ever has. My ********* ****** after hearing this my ********** ****** agreed & went on a rant about how she did everything while my *** did nothing, even though Guardianship was given to my ******* ****** & my *** used his income from the army to pay for my medicine, clothing, & other necessary things that a child would need even though it was never mandatory, he paid child support because he wanted to even though there was nothing making him. My ********* ****** appears to have a victim complex & an inflated ego, but a lot of my ****** ********* do. Just to be clear, I am not generalizing about *****, I am generalizing about my ******** who are *****, with considering there's only 4 of them, it's a safe generalization. I have plans for a lot of books. I am working on a book about philosophy, I plan on writing a book about men's activism in the modern society, I am planning to write a book about the dangers of religion, & I an planning to write a book of short stories. I am also considering getting a camper trailer to live in to avoid the ******** of my *********, the trailer will have a solar powered generator. I am gonna get a 200 page stapler & a typewriter so that I don't need a subscription to any writing software, I will type about my life that will detail my thoughts, emotions, experiences, goals, & Ideas. I am also considering moving to Florence, Oregon when my career as a writer & film maker takes off. Considering that medicine is being developed to grant eternal youth, I plan to get it so I can live for as long as possible, I would still be able to die by untreated diseases, bodily harm, &/or organ failure, but I wouldn't die of old age. If I do manage to live a long time, I intend to publish my logs that I make with my typewriter in full with names & details, complete uncensored & uncut, by then the people in my life that I write about would likely be dead (by old age if not anything else)

-Stay Classy

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