12/01/2024
Even after sleep, I still feel tired. I assume it's due to my misery that is caused by others. I don't just wanna exist, I wanna live, but don't get me wrong, I have no interest in traveling or socializing.
If the end times arrived at this very moment, and if only good people were saved from it's wrath, then I believe that at the very least 80% of humanity on Earth will be left behind. Speaking from experience, the majority of the human race are the type to not hesitate or flinch when condemning others, but they'd rather die than take responsibility for their own actions.
In my opinion using words like "human", "humanity", & "people", is an extreme overstatement, one can only be human if they themselves are capable of expressing humanity, & anyone who enjoys hurting the innocent to make themselves feel better aren't people, they're abominations.
The main difference between a monster and a predator is that predators hurt others out of necessity (like how farmers kill livestock to feed their family), monsters hurt others out of pleasure and enjoyment, not to say that hurting others isn't a necessity, hurting others to protect others or yourself isn't wrong in my opinion, what is wrong is hurting others to make yourself feel better or out of enjoyment, especially if the others you hurt are innocent.
At this current moment with the way that I feel, I refuse to end my own life, however if I am to be inflicted by some untreatable fatal illness or am in a vehicle without breaks or whatever, then I won't make a big deal out of anything. I won't look for death, but if death happens to find me, then I see no reason to fight. I am currently going to Stiiizy to get more weed. My ****** smoked most of it, so she's giving me a ride. I am looking forward to asphyxiate my sorrows in weed.
-Stay Classy